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Fixed my blog!
Can you read it now?
I can (:

Oh Em Gee

Can I just tell you guys again?
I LOVE ASL!
Serioulsy. It's freaking awesome.
I think I might have found something I want to stick with (:
That's all.

Daniel

What you told me.... Just for Dan

I can remember when we were kids
When we thought the world would never end
Giving grandma hell, well thats what kids are for.

Now your gone
These tears build up inside as the stars are holding you tonight
All i can do now is remember what you told me

You told me life is too short to live with regrets
and to never give up on life
You told me not to let anyone let me down,
and give the people who matter the most a helping hand.
All i can do now is remember what you told me.

I remember all those drives to the middle of no where,
just wasting gas.
Just talking about how life ain't always beautiful.
I wish there could've been one more drive.

Now your gone,
These tears build up inside as the stars are holding you tonight.
All i can do now is remember what you told me.

You told me to never look back on the people who aren't worth anything.
And life isn't about how you survived the storm but how you learned to dance in the rain.
All i can do now is remember what you told me.

I wish i could've been there that September day
The day i lost my best friend
Now life doesn't make sense. I need you!
Why did this have to happen?

You have made me a better person.
I konw that your listening now.

Now you remmber what i'm telling you....
I have your back just like you had mine
Since you've been gone i've taken a hit for you,
i'll take as many as i need to.
I love you and you are greatly missed..

Now your gone
These tears build up inside as the stars are holding you tonight.
All i can do now is remember what you told me.

My cousin Cheree wrote this for my cousin Daniel. It's been two years ago today that we lost him. I still think about him all the time. He was an amazing kid with a big heart and a great smile. I think about us growing up, playing hide and seek all the time, making blanket forts in the kids' room, and him tying up my barbies to have his GI Joe's shoot her as their "prisoner". I miss him so much. The hardest day of my life was the day I went to his funeral. The worst day of my life, too.
I keep the picture of you at the Christmas party in my room. You're always smiling at me. I will never forget you.
I miss you Dano.
You are the sweetest.
I love you.
Rest in peace.
xoxo

Life is soooo good (:

I'm so happy right now.
Seriously, life is so good right now
School is awesome!
I love all of my classes.
(Well all but my career and major exploration class, it's boring)
I LOVE MY ASL CLASS!!!
It's so great.
My teacher's deaf which makes for a really awesome class hour. A little confusing at times, but not too bad.



My acting class, do I even need to say how much I love it?
I'm performing my first scene on Tuesday. (: yay


My English class is pretty good. My teacher can be a little brutal on our papers, but in a good way. She makes sure we know exactly what she wants out of our papers.
But now I seem to be in quite a predicament.
I love ASL.
I still want to do Spanish.


I love acting.
I love Primerica.



There just isn't enough time in the day for all of them.
I love all of them so much and I don't want to give up any of them.
I won't, rest assured.
But I just don't know what to do for a major now.
I guess I'll take another ASL class next semester and see how I feel about it after that.
Buuut that's beside the point. I'm so happy.
Job's good.
School's awesome.
Kyle's amazing.
Life is so great.
I love my life.

(:

I'm just gonna take a moment to brag.
I'm getting really good at my job.
Qualifying? Easy. My special instructions are the bomb.
Sweeping? Oh please, I can do it in my sleep.
Customer Service? ... well, I'm getting there.
I love this job.
(:

*steam*

I need to let some off. I'm so frustrated. I come into the office for the first time in weeks because I've been so busy and now that I'm here I can't focus! UGH. I've been here for two hours and all I've accomplished is passing one fifteen question test. Go Des. Whoo hoo.
I was so excited to get in the office and get some stuff taken care of. I got the one thing taken care of but now I need to go back over all the stuff I've taken tests on to make sure it's sticking and it's not. cool. I don't want to leave cuz then I'll be mad at myself for not staying and trying to get something done. I'll be more mad at myself if I end up sitting here for another two hours like I have the last two hours doing essentially nothing. I'm tired. I'm stressed. I JUST WANT TO BE LICENSED ALREADY. :(
THEN just to rub it in, I start in on taking the tests and every single question I got wrong. Thanks for making an appearance, karma. You're not what I need right now.